Sometimes I push you away… Because I secretly hope you will pull me closer.
KyuMin Reenacting this scene from donghae’s drama (panda&hedgehog).
130118 Jiangsu Satellite TV [Cr: Kmholic / photo by 乔乔]
Kyuhyun Couldn’t even handle the cuteness of Sungmin.
kyuhyun squeals like a fangirl lol ok
i really really will never get tired gushing over their height difference. too perfect ♥
Okay people, let me be honest. This is about Kyumin’s rommate breakup. It broke my heart real bad when I read the news last night, I even got off Twitter immediately. I really could not overcome my shock. I sobbed, I sulked, I whined, but still it wouldn’t change anything. Now I’m just going to write my true thoughts, what actually I’m thinking. But first of all let me saying that I write this in Kyumin shipper’s point of view, since I myself also ship them so hard. Don’t get me wrong, k?
Mostly I am afraid. Afraid of haters, to be more specific. Usually I’m the type that don’t give a fuck with haters, but this time I get really scared. Before all this separation thingy, I have always realised one thing. As much as how hard I ship them, and even as much as ignorant I am, I just can’t deny the fact that we, shippers, look kind of pathetic. Those who don’t have any idea about Kyumin usually saying we’re delusional or some shit especially looking at what we’ve done. I mean, we use the same picture of them over and over again, we write their old facts continuously, we live through fanfic, we hardly see them interact in front of people, and even Kyuhyun referred Kyumin as KyuhyunxChangmin (it annoyed the hell out of me you know no offense). Both Sungmin and Kyuhyun never constantly bragging out their closeness which they do like once a year, and on camera they keep getting close with others while always avoiding each other. Worst part? We keep repeating the fact that our otp is forever roommate, they never separate even when everyone got their old room. That’s all. Admit it. Pathetic, right?
So with this news spread out, I really don’t know how to handle haters. The roommate fact was the strongest, and it broke just like that. I actually knew this day would come, but it still broke my heart so much. It ruined my whole day. Now the problem maybe isn’t with them, but with the way I deal with this. I really don’t know what to do. I think we shippers will look even more desperate and delusional and pathetic for outsiders. I mean, admit it, we are minority. I often read in SJ’s fansites forum that everyone ships blah blah and its okay if they don’t say anything but many of them saying they don’t like our ship. This is just too much. We are minority and yet we’re often being attacked. And after this news spread, idk. I think we lost already.
So apparently Yesung left the dorm and Kyumin can each have a room now…